There is a saying," Fated mean fated."
I came across a happy girl. She is so cheerful and make everyone day with laughter with all her lame jokes, cold jokes, riddles and much more. As usually, she went to school everyday, go to work right after school at town and rush back home to sleep and prepare for the next day. I may sound that she is a independent girl which know how to earn money to support her own and one more thing, she is a smart girl.
But..... you wouldn't want to know the behind story of this cheerful and happy girl.
After much hang out and today market day, i find out that she live in a 1-room flat with 4 sibling and a parent (single parent family). The house is so small which some of your room may be bigger then her house which have to squeeze all their cupboard, TV, fridge, table&chair, bed, fan and anything that is available in a normal house. It may sound poor life but indeed it is but worst...
She work part-time everyday and need to pay her mum $100/m. As a student, part-time pay is only $300+ and do you think she can survive with $200+? Not only that, she have to give her father money at times. Worst thing is she is the youngest yet she have to give $300 to the family instead of the other sibbling (one in NP, one is lasalle, two NS).
She is smart and awarded Bursary award to study in NYP, $1000 cash for her. But when her mum know that she got $1000, she secretly stole her ATM card and bluff her that the amount of money will only come in at the end of the year. One day, when she went to buy things and found out that her card is lose, she went back to ask if any of the family member mistaken her card but everyone deny and she report lose the next day. When she report lose and told her mum, her mum ask her:" why did you cancel the card? I took your card. Now can return you already." So she reply," The card can't be use already because it have being teminated."
The story behind this is that her mum wanted to steal her $1000 away without giving her a single cent and luckily god help her to save the $1000. But the storu have not end yet. After her mum know that she will be taking $1000, she demand her to give $700 to her! She don't mind giving some to her mum but the problem is she need $400 to buy books. She ask her mum weather $600 can or not and the answer is no. Her mum insisted $700 if not she will not talk to her anymore. (What kind of parent someone have here. I really cannot stand) She got no choice but to give $700 and work hard for the following weeks to get extra $100 to buy her books.
After i heard this story, i really pity this girl and in the mean time, i admired her. Although she got sure a mum but she is still happy with her life. She don't care about when the sky going to fall and everything. What she care for now is to spend whatever she have and not letting her mum use.
I know i may be better family condition then her a lot but some how i am not content with what i have. I NEVER BE CONTENT.
BE FAT MAN, fat man are alway happy man(:it is true, don't you think so?
drummingaway
hey people!
have being age since i last blog i think. i doubt no one will be reading anyway (because i didn't update and no one will spend the effort to read as they know that it going to be waste of few more clicking to my blog.) nvm. i will still blog whenever i'm free. Seriously, i am free when times but simply forget about blogging and stuff. I have pretty a lot of stuff t be remember in my brain. Too much is left undone, too much is left forgoten.
My TP is round the corner, in less then 10days. i must pass! GOD, please show me your sympathy. i seriously need to pass this test and get a job if not i really need to get money from mummy. Sometime i feel so bad when asking money from mummy. Have being thinking that both my brother have not been taking money from Secondary 2(when they start to work Part time). And i am the only one still taking money from her, i feel that i am useless, lazy, ambitious, dreaming and lots of feeling in it. After Poly started, i feel that i have over spend a lot. I got wakeboarding, bike lesson, chilling out with friends(Brother) and more. I just couldn't understand why i spend so much when i never buy things for 4months. i couldn't understand this maybe is G.S.T increase and price of food and everything seem to be increase yet i still have not notice.
I read about year of snake will have bad luck and "fan tai shui". Somehow, somewhere i start to believe it. Everything don't come smoothly for me, i swear. i use to be very careful with my cash yet i have lost a few time this year. i may sound "money minded" but is that fact that in this relistic world, "no money no talk". For now (and no more!) i hope i will have a smooth road. Why do i sound like i am so poor? there is someone poorer then me yet they are happy with it and why not me? i bet that they are content with what they have and not me. i know myself will never get content. i got mix feeling now. real bad. stupid feeling that i am very useless. i know i am he youngest in the family and that why everything is going toward me but my brother all suck. they don't share their things and didn't talk to each other for more then five sentenses. sometime i really envy those friends of mine that they can communicate with their brother well, parent well. but my family all communicate with just money. my birthday no one remember but only mummy and i got no present at all. i feel that i got no friends, no family. I WANT TO SHIFT OUT AND LEAVE ALONE! i mean it! i think i will move out by next year. have been asking my mum to shift to five room flat so that i got my own room where by i can do all the decorating, sound system, TV, computer and some arts in my room. but the end result alway, " deng ni de da ge ban chu qu ni jiu you fang jian le." i got so piss off over this. Although i seem to be youngest and got the most, but they will look down on me (especially my brother). everytime he will ask," Bike liscense passed already?". they got a lot to say anyway.
god bless me to pass my TP and start working so that i can shift out by next year. i will hope that he let me strike the lottery and forget about everything! but hope cannot be trusted.
evil drift away
.....i may sound emo but i am not because i want to prove them wrong!!!
drummingaway
someone said my blog is dying, so sorry that i will make it alive at this moment... :P
last few days is real busy for me. have been studying FTT(Final Theory Test) which is on 23rd july 2007, monday. it is so difficult and tricky! someone have to
bless me as what you said! i know you will be reading it!
took my Prac8 on thu and i fail until drop dead! omg! some idiot simply sabotage me! he just came into my lane without giving signal! i alway bang onto him 5mm i think. that gay is really mad!
nvm! will be taking it on monday again. bless me again!
oh ya! I just came back from wakeboarding land training. whole body aching like no tomorrow. some kind soul passby to massage my leg? wahah! after training, went to try Kick Boxing. omg! this IG is mad! i need to have good stamina! they can fight without getting tired. i tried and it is so fun to do submittion, punching with punching glove (no worry(: or not someone face going to to break by me) i love it but i got no time for it.
tomorrow going to Pular Ubin! muscle cramp and aching everywher yet i going there to cycle tomorrow. nvm! this is not a place i everytime go. go there tanning also not bad idea. heheh
got to go sleep! need to wake up at 6.30. i think i going to have big eye bag and panda eye. oh! wouldn't i be cute with that? LOL!
bye souls!!
bless me
imu
drummingaway
When the last time i blog? its god damn long i think.
School have been boring. Should i transfer to TP through Nov intake? RP life is bored! dropDead!
nothing much happen last week or anything i think. have been coming to school, didn't go out too. Boring life.
TP is still got long way to go but my FTT coming soon! i am so scared! bless me if you read my post.
cya!
drummingaway
days are still the same. still unlucky me!
NEOYATING! i bet you read my blog everyday! Got found it or not?!!! CALL ME TO LET ME KNOW PLEASE!
school was alright. but last week i got my second "C"! damnit! fcuk the facilitator. that day i talk so much and give a lot of answer and yet i get a "C"! damnit! HELL to her bitch!
haven been exercise for the last 2weeks. getting fat....
no wakeboardin for last week too. getting white...
if this sat don't have wakeboarding, i will go swimming.
Anyway, i went to jog just now.
2round around my my neighbourhood
10pull up
30sit-up
100pumping
ap training too.
going to increse tomorrow.
*i only hang out with educated people.
drummingaway
